That Bitch

Assalamualaikum and hi. Well you've read the title right? That Bitch. Well she used to be my best best forever and ever sayang muah flying kiss everywhere :* friend. But then we started to fight. Like a lot of fights. A plenty, a dozen or more fights. Especialy since she started to date him. Oh you know, him. That guy.

*switch languange* Okay tak nak cerita pasal gaduh yang dulu - dulu. Cerita yang baru punya. And it really pissed me off. Mula-mula kau tweet something. Okay aku tahu kau tengah gurau. Tapi gurau kena ada limit, jangan sampai orang sakit hati. Bila aku marah, kau dengan that guy boleh lagi ingat aku still main main. OMG! Aku marah la gila.

Okay fine, kau ada minta maaf. Lepastu kau tweet "that one friend that you hate" Memang tak terasa la kan sebenarnya. So aku pun balas la tweet tu, dengan pelbagai carut-marut semua. And kau minta maaf sekali lagi. And i forgive you, again. At that time, i was super happy, lega and can't wait to hug you. Until you started to tweet everything that he (that guy) said to you. And you know how much annoying it is.

But i tried to be cool and say "it's okay, they're madly in love. let them be. just pretend like it's nothing" And yes, i was cool at that time. Until Berry dm'ed me and asked me what happened between me and you. We're fine. That's my thought. And berry told me to check your tumblr. I opened your tumblr and i was like what the hell! What is wrong with you bitch? I thought that fucking stupid fight was over? You said nak belanja baskin robin and stuff. So what the hell is this? Shit? You have given too much shit on my patience. My patience has its own limit. And of course you just fucking ripped it off the limit. Waaaaaay off the limit.

Kau tulis aku tak pernah kisah pasal feelings kau? FUCKING EXCUSE ME BITCH, all these days i've been trying to be okay with your fucking relationship with that fucking guy. I've been trying to be nice and be friend with your fucking boyfriend so you'll be happy. I've been saying to myself that "i should be happy with your relationship, because you're my bestfriend."

And then kau tulis tak nak percaya dengan aku lagi dah? Hello? Kau yang bagitahu amin aku suka capital M. Kau yang bagitahu yang hanna suka capital H badut tu. Tu sepatutnya rahsia k. Faham tak? Rahsia. Siapa yang sepatutnya tak percaya siapa sekarang? Mula-mula sumpah aku marah gila. But i've managed myself to cool down and once again FORGIVE YOU.

And aku tahu la aku ada kutuk kau dekat Nu'man. Tapi kitorang text okay. PRIVATE. And tak bagitahu siapa siapa. Yang kau tu kutuk aku siap mention aku lagi okay. Tahu tak sakit hati? And now i think why the hell should i care about your feelings when you don't even care about mine?

Kau suka sangat dengar cakap dia, like he was your fucking husband. Well guess what? HE IS NOT YOUR FUCKING HUSBAND HE IS ONLY YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND. So you don't have to listen to everything that he says. Listen to us more. Me and izzah. YOUR FUCKING FRIEND, BEST FRIEND.

And there are tons of thing that i want to complain about you. But it just so hard. It hurts me, so bad. I don't expect you to apologise. Because im tired of forgiving and knowing that you'll hurt me again, again and again. I saw you tweeted "It's over" and i know that you dedicated it to me, to our friendship or what so ever. So yeah, our friendship is now over. Just like you wanted. I hope that you'll change. Not for me, but for your new best friend. 

And i'm sorry for calling you a bitch. Maybe because you've been acting like one. For your information, im crying right now. Well what do you care. Nevermind. And im sorry for my mean mean dirty words. Goodbye. Assalamualaikum :)