Explanation

Assalamualaikum and hi. So I’ve been checking on my previous posts in this blog. And I realized that I write on this blog only when I’m upset or in a fight with someone. I bet you guys are now thinking gaduh dengan dia lagi lahtu. You guys are absolutely 100% right. Yes I’m in a fight with the same person, again.

 I still consider her as my best friend but I don’t know if she still considers me as her best friend or not. Well it’s up to her then. And no, the reason why I write this post is NOT to apologize to her. I just wanted to express my feelings. But I didn’t say that will not apologize. I will, one day, just wait.  And before I start to explain what the hell happened, I promise that I’ll TRY not to swear or put up any cursing words. I said TRY. So I’m trying.

Okay it started when I asked her a very simple question. “Buat page berapa?” I know that she knew what page we were supposed to do. And that’s why asked her. I didn’t hear what the teacher said. I was too busy day-dreaming marrying an extremely handsome guy. Maybe, I don’t know. So I asked her and I got very pissed off when she said “entah.” I felt so jhaseuirfhdhgkdfhjk

I mean like OMG I know she was on a bad mood at that time. Well actually not only at that time. EVERYTIME, ANYTIME, EVERYWHERE. Well not exactly but you know what I mean. I was pissed off so I said something that might have hurt her feeling. Oh I don’t know maybe I said “matilah kau” or “bosan aku cakap dengan kau”. Well I don’t know, how am I supposed to remember that? And than she decided not to talk to me for the whole day. And until now, she’s still not talking to me. I tried to talk to her and guess what? She ignored me. And that makes me even more pissed off.

She’s the one who caused me to hurt her. And it’s not a big deal actually. I would just have forgiven her by now but it has been days now. And we didn’t even talk. And I don’t know what’s her problem. If she has problems, she should TALK TO ME. I’m her friend. That’s what friends do. Talk to each other. That’s what girls do. I’m a girl. Girls talk. They share problems. If she doesn't like me? TELL ME LA AYOO. So then I would stop worrying about her being alone during recesses okay? See I’m very mad at her but yet I still care. Well it’s not my fault she’s now alone. She’s the one who walked away from me.

 If she has a problem with me SAY IT! Not through a very long facebook message seriously I'm not the kind of person who likes to read. I want her to complain or whatever right infront of me. Face to face, heart to heart, lips to lips. Lips to lips? That sounds soo wrong. Well you know what am i trying to say right? But honestly, i do care about her. Izzah is like an angel. She treats me and that girl well.  Balanced and fair. That’s why I love you Izzah Syakira Suhaidi.

 And I’m not sure if I want that girl to read this or not. If she, yes you. The one that I’m talking about. If you’re reading this right now. I just wanted to say....

HI

 Look how pathetic I am can't even make up my mind what to say to her. I'm such winnie loser.

Okay the second thing that I want to explain is about One Direction. I’m not a directioner. I’m just a fan. I could not resist the cuteness from the 5 boys especially when I found out that they support Manchester United. GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED GLORY GLORY ZAYN MALIK GLORY GLORY LOUIS TOMLINSON GLORY GLORY HARRY STYLES GLORY GLORY LIAM PAYNE BUT NOT NIALL BECAUSE HE HATES MAN UNITED.

 Well it’s okay as long as Niall has his cuteness and his sexy irish accent, I will love him. So it’s now clear that the main reason why I love One Direction is because they support Manchester United. Who would not like guys who are very attractive, can sing very well and SUPPORT MANCHESTER UNITED? Not me. So dear people, I’m just a fan. Nothing more. But if I had a chance to yank their shirts off, I would take that chance and do that. Who wouldn’t?

Now to the third. Remember the D.S.W thingy stuff? Each letter stands for a name. My crushes name. I’m proudly to say that I don’t like them anymore. Want to know why?  Okay lets start with D. I’m annoyed by him. I don’t even know why. And S too. I don’t even know why I stopped liking him. I used to blush whenever I see them but now I just don’t. And W, he knew that I like him because these two uisedhfnjsdigndgvn (I’m trying not to swear so this happens) jskjdfkdgkjfk boys told him that I like him. And to the boys who told him about me liking him,

 So I felt very awkward and embarrassed  meeting him. And I sense a little bit of “ugh perempuan ni” on his face when he sees me. So I don’t like him. No more crushes in school. And that explains why I’m not wearing my tudung properly like I used to wear. So now I don’t have to act ayu. Now I can be myself. Prepare to meet the real Nur Imanina bt Mohd Adzhar. Talking about guys, here are some few characteristics of a guy that would love to marry:

1.      Handsome/cute

2.      Tall

3.      Knows how to play football very well

4.      Supports Man United

5.      Soleh wa musleh (LOL)

6.      Knows how to impress my father

7.      Knows how to cook very well

8.      Likes children and cats

9.      Likes to dance

10.  Intelligent

11.  Funny

12.  NOT A PERVERT

13.  Rich?

If there is a guy who has all of these characteristics, do marry me. Thank you. And Assalamualaikum selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W dapat pahala lol okay bye.