The Monster of Friendship Crusher

Assalamualaikum :D

dah lama sangat tak update benda alah ni. update pun sebab Hanna. kita sayaaaaang Hanna kita. a.k.a Mummy Harry. dia sayang sangat daddy harry dia. mummy harry + daddy harry = Harry :D 

okay stop talking about the harry's family. focus kat main tajuk. The Monster of Friendship Crusher . ever since that monster, bercinta dengan one of my best best best beloved bestfriend Najihah. me with Najihah, selalu gaduh. well takda la gaduh sampai tarik tarik tudung and stuff. tapi masing-masing bagi silent treatment kat masing-masing. you know how hard it is to give the silent treatment to person that you love so much? okay tak kisah la nak bercinta ke apa. tak salah. but jangan la over sangat faham tak over. yang over tu MONSTER tu. bukan Najihah. for example, jalan balik sama - sama, tanya balik lambat ke awal so boleh jalan sama - sama lagi, cakap "biar sayang suapkan". seriously? takperlu la buat benda tu.

and ever since najihah couple dengan MONSTER tu, she started to complain about me talking too much about that guy. you know, that guy who is really tall and super damn cute. yes, him. but actually, i did not! well, i do. but not that " too much". tapi memang banyak sangat stalk dia. bila aku stalk dia, aku gelak sorang sorang. noktah. kalau banyak sangat cakap pasal dia, cakap apa? aku mana tau sangat cerita dia. but maybe, i did talked about him too much. if i really did. im sorry.

and i really really angry at Najihah when i find out that she told that scouser monster about who my crush is. i was really angry at that time. damn super angry. i feel like doing this to her

 

so after that, i give her the silent treatment. and seriously, memang tak reti sangat nak merajuk. kesian tengok najihah, alone. rasa nak pujuk balik. but because anger was controlling me at that time. naaaah, buat apa nak pujuk? salah dia. 

and then najihah told that hidious monster about me and her are on a fight. lepastu monster tu start nak bash aku.

 "buat apa nak marah kat dia? bukan salah dia. kalau crush kau tahu kau suka dia, dia bukan kisah pun. dia bukan suka kau pun. kau takpayah nak bajet hot. dia bukan nak suka kau balik. buat apa dia nak suka kau. kau bukan lawa sangat pun."

that's what the monster of friendship crusher said to me. sumpah naik angin tahap gaban gila. rasa nak bunuh bunuh manusia pandir tu. by manusia pandir, i meant monster. not najihah. well, 0.0002% najihah. tapi Najihah dah mintak maaf kat aku. but im not cool with it, not yet. untill dia clash dengan monster tu, baru aku cool.

 and to najihah, 

That monster is not the only person who cares about you. i do care about you, even izzah semua. I know that you love that monster so much, and i don't even know why. But, you can't just blast and tell him about my secrets, izzah and hanna's secrets, OUR secrets. And remember, your relationship with that monster is important. But our friendship is waaaaaay important. Note that. By the way, I LOVE YOU! ( as a friend , bukan lesbian).

and to monster, if you ever hurt najihah, i swear i will punch you so hard even your beloved Torres can feel the pain. wait a minute, if you hurt her, then she'll leave you. on second thought, do hurt her.

Kbye :)